SO CALLED LIVES

I'M NOT REALLY A FAN OF PEOPLE WITH SO-CALLED "LIVES". IF A LIFE IS WHAT ONE CALLS WHAT THEY SEPARATE FROM THEIR JOB IN ORDER TO STAY SANE, THAN I AM DEAD AND BATSHIT CRAZY. IF A LIFE OVER TIME IS INCORPORATED BY A HOLE IN THE SOUL DUE TO BOREDOM AND SELF INSECURITY, OR LACK OF ACCOMPLISHMENT AT A CERTAIN AGE COMPARED TO THEIR RENDITION OF MISTER COOL THAT IS CONSTANTLY ALTERED EVERY TIME THEY GO TO THE MALL THEN MY ENTITY IS AS SOLID AND EVEN MORE PAINFUL TO DIGEST THAN A LITERAL SHIT BRICK OF DIGNITY ROCKING PHENOMENON, STRONGER THAN THE DOWNS IN THE SPECIAL OLYMPICS GIVING A HUG TO A BLACK BEAR AND THE BLACK BEAR LETTING THEM PET HER CUBS NOW THAT HER EYES POPPED OUT OF HER HEAD AND SHE'S BLIND BUT SHE'LL STILL PAINT BETTER PICTURES ALL OVER THE CAVE WALLS WITH HER CLAWS DIPPED IN BLOOD THAN THE GOD SURRENDERED STUPID MAN'S LIFE THAT HE LOST AS HE STROLLED OFF THE BEATEN PATH ON THE HUNT FOR ADVENTURE, JUST ONCE IN HIS EXISTENCE HE COULD GET AWAY FROM THE HE SAID SHE SAID POLLUTION SOCIETY FARTS UP SUBCONSCIOUSLY LIKE YEAST YET IF HE LISTENED TO HIS SUBCONSCIOUS SELF A LITTLE MORE HE'D BE LEAVING THE HURT ALONE RATHER THAN KICKING THOSE GROUND-BOUNDED DUMB FOUND OUT SINKING BLACK HOLE FROM INSIDE THE LOCKED COULDRON OF ATOMS SMASHED BEINGS COULD NOT MOVE A BOULDER WITH MIND RAY-IC POWER - CAN YOU REACH THEM? YODA DON'T EXIST HE CANNOT TEACH THEM SHIT THEY CAN'T LEARN FROM A SCHOOL PROFESSOR LATER IN GRADES GOTTEN AFTER HIGH SCHOOL FOR DRINKING AND GETTING LAID PUTTING UP BULLSHIT ANSWERS HUNGOVER AND ITS FUNNY TO THOSE THAT CAN RELATE BUT I CAN'T, AS A MATTER OF FACT I GOT A SERIES OF WORDS THAT ATTACK LIKE BASEBALL BATS ON THE NORTH SIDE, TYPEWRITER TOMMY GUN TAKING TIME TO TEACH A POSITIVE MESSAGE TERRORIST STYLE TORN SO TERRORIZINGLY COOL THAT YOU LOOK BACK AT YOUR LIFE AND SMACK YOURSELF AS HARD AS YOU CAN IN THE FACE THEN THE JUNK EVEN IF YOUR A CHICK IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW YOU ROLL OR RIDE, IF YOU GLIDE HIGH ON ASTRAL PLANES SOBER YOU'LL NEVER DIE. LIVES OF THE POWER OF GREATNESS UNFOLDED WEAKNESS TOLD RIDDLE FALLEN SACRED AND LOST SCOLDED INTO MOLT-RIDDEN JUNK OF THE BRAIN CLOG THE THINKWAYS AND PISS ON THE HYDRANT OF ORIGINALITY. SMACK LIPS WITH A RULER FOR SPEAKING BADLY OF SOMEONE DOING THEIR BEST, AND THAT RULER DIPPED ON CONCRETE THE SIZE OF A CHILD'S COFFIN WOULD PROBABLY TAKE YOUR HEAD OFF ABOVE THE JAW. NOW NO ONE WANTS TO LOOK AT YOU SO GO HIDE SOMEWHERE AND LEARN SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE AND NOT RE-PRODUCTIVE FOR HEAVEN'S SAKES, RAKE BLASTED SCROLLS OF THE SAND SO SCRIBES EAT CAKE! AND THEY DON'T LIVE AS LONG BUT THEY GET MORE DONE DUE TO MAD SECLUSION BUT MAYBE THAT IS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT? WOMEN THINK THEY'D HATE BEING NUNS BUT TRUE NUNS ARE LIKE CEREMONIAL FIRE THROWING AND LEVITATING TIBETAN MONKS ON SOME LEVEL IN THE SAME RESPECT THAT THEIR KNOWLEDGE IS OF SELF AND FAITH AND THEIR FAITH IS NOT TAINTED BY BULLSHIT NOR IS THEIR KNOWLEDGE TAINTED BY THY NEIGHBOR'S HERESAY OF A MAN POISONED IN THE MIND COME DOWN FROM THE HEAVENS TO PREACH FREE WILL. FUCK FREE WILL. I KNOW IT FEELS LIKE WE HAVE SOME SORT OF CONTROL AND MATHEMATICALLY... WELL... I'M GONNA LET GOD DECIDE. TRY RELEASING A TRUE LION WHISPERING WATER WALKING EGYPTIAN MONK EQUIVALENT IN A MAJOR AMERICAN CITY, THEN YOU GOT UFO SIGHTINGS, TSUNAMI'S, BULLSHIT TERRORIST INSIDE ATTACKS AND AT THE VERY LEAST TONS OF BROKEN GLASS, OR INSTEAD A RABBIT JUST JUMPED BACK INTO ITS HOLE AND SCAMPERED ITS WAY BACK THROUGH HALLWAYS BELIEVED TO BE THE INNER WORKINGS OF THE UNIVERSE, LEAVING ITS BODY AT THE HOLE'S ENTRANCE AND NO MAN, WOMAN OR CHILD COULD EVER FOLLOW, ONLY OTHER RABBITS.

TAKE THE F OUT OF LIFE AND YOU GOT A LIE. IF NO ONE HAD THE PRIVILEDGE OF REPRODUCTION THAN SPECIES WOULDN'T EXIST. EVER. IF YOU TRUST SCIENCE'S SO-CALLED EXPLANATION OF HOW MICROSCOPES SHOW THE PROCESS OF CONCIEVING ALL THE WAY TO BIRTH THAN YOU ARE WRONG AND IF YOU METAPHORICALLY HAVE FAITH THAT WHAT THE RELIGIOUS BELIEVE IN IS RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL OF US BEING HERE YOU'RE AN IDIOT. THIS WORLD PULLED OVER OUR EYES COULD BE TOTALLY DIFFERENT THAN WHAT THE TEXTBOOKS ARE TALKING ABOUT; THERE COULD BE A LOT MORE TO IT. OR THERE COULD BE NOTHING. SO MANY PEOPLE ARE SO IGNORANT TO SUCH SIMPLE THINGS, YET THE SOPHISTICATED SCIENCE CREATED MINDS OF SO MANY HUMAN BEINGS ARE CONSTANTLY WRAPPED AROUND EVENTS AND CHARACTER IDENTITY VARIABLES THAT MIGHT ONLY HAPPEN BUT FOR AN INSTANT MEASURED IN TIME BUT LIVE IN THE MINDS AND MOVE IN THE MOUTHS UNTIL THEY TAKE THEIR STORIES TO THE GRAVE. ALL OF THEM. NONE OF THIS BULLSHIT WILL BE REMEMBERED IN HISTORY, THERE'S TOO GODDAMN MUCH OF IT. AND NO ONE ELSE CARES. SO WHY SHOULD YOU? HAVE YOU EVER SEEN A ROCK FROM SPACE HIT THE EARTH? WHAT ABOUT A TRILLION ROCKS AIMED DEAD IN OUR DIRECTION FROM MULTIPLE ANGLES ALL TRAVELING AT DIFFERENT SPEEDS BUT SCHEDULED TO HIT AT THE SAME TIME? AND EACH ONE IS SO BIG IT MAKES EARTH LOOK LIKE A DUST-MITE'S LEFT TESTICLE? WHO WOULD REMEMBER SUCH AN EVENT? WHO WOULD EVEN KNOW THAT IT HAPPENED? HOW DO YOU KNOW IT DOESN'T HAPPEN EVERY 5 MILLISECONDS AND WE ARE STUCK IN AN INFINITY CYCLE OF TIME IN WHICH TIME FOR US DOESN'T EXIST LET ALONE MOVE SO EVERY DAY WASTED IS A WHOLE LIFETIME PISSED AWAY? WHO CARES? I'M NO EXPERT ON HOW BLACK HOLES ARE CONCIEVED BUT SUCH AN EVENT COULD OUTCOME THE ALLEYWAY TO SOMETHING SO COMPLETE AND UTTERLY DIFFERENT THAT OUR VERY ENERGY DOESN'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS REAL. HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT WHEN YOU GET HIT IN THE FACE FOR WHAT CAME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH YOU'RE NOT GETTING A TASTE OF WHAT'S REALLY GOING ON ON A SCALE BIGGER THAN EARTHLY ASTRONOMISTS CAN DOCUMENT AS A WHOLE 'NOTHER REALM OF LIVING COMBINED? THAT'S NOT THE POINT THO. FOR LITERAL YEARS PEOPLE'S NATURAL INTELLIGENCE HAS BEEN CLIMBING DOWNWARD WHILE TECHNOLOGY ALLOWS THEM TO LIVE VERY DUMBED-DOWN LIVES. SCREW IT THO, I DON'T WANT TO SOUND JUDGEMENTAL. MY OWN INSECURITIES OF NOT BEING ABLE TO CONSUME ALCOHOL COME POURING OUT RIGHT ABOUT NOW, BUT WAIT, IS THAT A SUPER PLANET THE SIZE OF GOD MY SOURCES TELL ME ARE COMING AT US FROM BEYOND THE HEAVENS? NO, ITS A TRILLION OF THEM, SO NO TIME FOR DRINKING OR SPORTS OR TELEVISION, WOMEN OR LEFT-HANDED CIGARETTES. TO MY TRUEST BELIEF UNDER THE OFFENSIVENESS SOCIETY BRINGS ME TOWARD I HAVE BUT ONE MISSION TO FULFILL THOUSANDS OF TIMES PER DAY, YET MOST WILL NEVER KNOW I EVEN EXIST…

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